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Vacant…

Posted by Jaya on April 25, 2006

Its not that nothing is happening in life. In fact there is a lot happening and I could possibly bore you with the details of my house shifting etc. But despite being a personal excitement, that would be quite routine stuff and would not add any value to a reader (not even the amusement value that ICICI incident or the house-hunting experiences may have). Although, after having been a blogger and blog reader for quite sometime now, I know I’ll find enough readers for even those details. But I draw certain lines on what I want to write about. So, the blog is suffering. But let me get over the chores of life and do some more interesting things. I might have something to write about then.

There was a lot I wanted to write about while I was at home, but somehow just can not recall those things now :(

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Google Pages

Posted by Jaya on April 19, 2006

Well, could not help posting this one. Google Pages disappointed me. It is plain old website hosting with an “easy HTML editor”. I would have expected Google to add more value by having something akin to a simple content management system, where I could choose a template, so that navigation links and consistency of look and feel in my website would not be my headache. And yes, ensure that you do not make an website with your primary GMail account. Its a source of spam because the URL has your login name in it.

One positive is that since it is Google, I do not expect it to disappear over night, as some of the other “free and ad-free” hosts have done in past.

So, better here than at atgig. Its likely to take sometime though.

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WordPress.com & Google Calendar

Posted by Jaya on April 19, 2006

Although I do not feel like writing such posts these days, but I have cribbed a lot about WordPress.com in past on this blog. So, it would be kind of ungrateful if I do not applaud them for the changes that have come about in last two months and which has made it a much, much greater platform to blog on. The sidebar is highly flexible and configurable now, which is really good. Blog stats (has been there for quite sometime now) and Feed stats have been useful additions too. There are lot many more templates. And yeah, it is after using the current template that I realized why three column templates were so much in demand. Earlier with the current sidebar customization capabilities, there were several templates that I would have been happy to use. But not now. Now I want a three column one. It reduces to a great extent the headache of deciding priorities on what goes up there. In the sidebar widgets, I love the “recent comments” one. Several times, there would be a comment on an old post which had the capability of re-fuelling a discussion, but there was no way for the readers other than the one posting the comment to know that one was posted. Unless of course somebody subscribed to the comments, which hardly any one did. “Recent posts” could have been a good addition had it been done the blogger style. Meaning when you are on a post page, the “Recent posts” show the posts prior to that post and not your recent-most posts. But then, probably not many people want it that way or whatever. I do not care much actually. And today I noticed a small little thing in the “Reading Options”. You could actually choose to display a static page instead of the latest posts on the main page of your blog. Not for this blog, but it certain contexts, this could be really powerful. And then you could choose to display the latest posts on a page too. Last, but not the least, in order to have multiple blogs, now you do not need multiple accounts. I wish it were done earlier, so that I did not end up creating so many separate accounts. But better late than never :)

Since I am writing a post like this anyway, I might as well make a passing reference to Google Calendar. I have never used a calendar programme earlier; so can not give any expert comments. But as a first time user, I liked it. Unlike the messy Google Reader, it has not at all been a disappointment. I could even substitute a service like BirthdayAlarm.com with Google Calendar because of its ability to mark an event as recurring at various intervals ranging from daily to annually. So, I just enter a birthday and mark it as recurring yearly. I would get a reminder every year. Little bit more intelligence would have been helpful however. May be they would look at it in future. Suppose I mark somebody’s marriage or a baby’s birth and it could automatically convert this piece of info into anniversary and birthday from next year, it would have been wonderful! Given Google’s record of improvements with their good products (GMail, for example), it should not come as a surprise if they do it.

Not much of experimentation in the technological side of things these days… So, let such topics rest in peace for a while now.

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God is Almighty, but not perfect

Posted by Jaya on April 18, 2006

During the break at home, one of the books I read was ‘Outcast’ by Winwood Reade. What I understood of the philosophy of ‘God’ of one of the characters described in the book was something I found interesting.

Now I must put a disclaimer before I go ahead that I do not know anything of the existing literature of philosophy on this or any other matter that has troubled human mind since eternity. Nor do I see myself getting interested in Philosophy in forseeable future for reasons which I will avoid stating here. So, if any of my philosophy oriented readers find the idea hardly novel, they may please excuse me. At the same time, if such readers want to get into a discussion, I do not guarantee my participation. I know there are open questions, but they do not interest me enough. I will be a silent spectator, though I have no objections if a discussion follows here. So long as it is within limits of civility and you know, other etiquittes. Finally it does not exclude the possibility of my getting into a discussion either. It depends on my mood, the line of discussion (if there is one at all), and whether or not BMP decides to dig the road in front of my office/home (unpredictable as weather!).

Okay, the disclaimer might have gone longer than the actual point I was making. The idea there was that this world is a drama (hardly novel :D ); not in a metaphorical sense, but in a real one. There is a species, which has its civilization and society and everything else, like we humans have. They have their art-forms too. One of the art-forms is the drama. So, one day one of the drama-writers has decided to make the earth as his stage and story of the earth’s and earthly creatures’ evolution (as we know it) as the plot of the drama. The difference between their drama and ours is that they have the ability to put in lives in their characters. So, while the drama goes on all the pain or happiness or the suffering is real. Though everything vanishes once the drama is over. So, this writer decides to stage this drama and the theme of his drama is evolution of goodness, respect for life and other humane quality from utter bruteness and callousness of the nature of creatures. Whether this evolution was a good story or not, but that drama-writer or the creator had complete control over the characters. In fact, in the review by a magazine (yeah – they had those too), this drama was highly criticized for several reasons including the pains it had given to its characters. The author was blamed for not utilizing the power of putting in life in his characters in a proper and responsible manner.

Now, you get the idea? What does this translate into from humans’ point of view. There is a power above us, which is almighty. Almighty, not in the absolute sense, but in the sense that it has complete powers over us, humans. There are powers above this one too. Further there is no guarantee that this almighty is fair, perfect, all kindness. He/She has just knitted a story; and a story can be tragic, can be painful, can be unfair and what not. It is very likely that this creator suffers from ego problems, some kind of frustration or complex and by exercising his power over his characters, he is trying to get rid of those feelings.

Looking at the state of the world, the history and things around us, to me this sounds like an interesting idea. I have alway found it difficult to accept that there is no power above us. If things are running despite our not knowing them (we are discovering nature’s laws only with time, that too with no certainty that they will not prove to be wrong in due course of time), there has to be something/someone who put them in place and is making sure that they are observed. Again some people have questioned as to why must there be a cause. I do not have an answer, but this counter question does not satisfy me. So, there is a power that is above us is a feeling I can not get rid of. Now, whether that power is indeed what religions would want us to believe – nice, kind, fair, endowed with all goodness and perfection – is something questionable. We see enough of injustice around us, don’t we? And while there are theories explaining all that, they all seem forced justifications. So, God might not be perfect after all.

Of course, even this would leave several open questions, would lead to several other interpretations. On the lighter side, may be all these karmakanda intended to appease the God are not so ridiculous :) . He need not be a rational being after all. Might be vulnerable to appeasements!! On a more serious side, there seems to be hierarchy of authorities and drama. Where does it end? Is there a supreme power sitting at the end? In that case, it still makes sense to search for that supreme power. Or is it an infinite series of power? Is there some interpretation of God being anadi (having no beginning) and ananta (having no end) then?

Well, I end here. If readers find/think of something interesting/not interesting, they are welcome to share it.

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Pre-requisites…

Posted by Jaya on April 18, 2006

Really, I never felt that pre-requisites in courses at IITK were ever much of an hindrance. At least they always seemed logical. But the pre-requisite of opening a bank account at ICICI Bank has done something to me which is best described as "पाँवों के नीचे से ज़मीन खिसकना" in Hindi. Nice phone banking facility they have which you can avail even before you are a customer. Yeah, you can apply for an account over a phone. You call them up. Follow the instructions and get to a call center staff, who would tell you about the product which he/she has repeated so often that you can see that they can not talk slow enough for you to be able to comprehend. But since you have already figured out enough about the product by talking to the people, you excuse them and straight away say "yes" on being asked whether you would like to apply for it. You are given a reference number and told that a DSA would meet you "within two business days". After calling up 3-4 times over next 12 days, finally someone comes in. He isn't the same person whose name has been told to you time and again by the call center staff. Has he run away?? Anyway, this person has already called you up thrice on that day and is still late by 3 hours from his last appointment, but you have to be in the office anyway – so you excuse them again. He comes with a form, you fill it up, you hand over the documents and lo! It turns out that there was severe miscommunication. The cheque you are required to give has to be a self-addressed cheque. It won't do if it is from someone else to you. What the hell!! How can I give a self-addressed cheque, I do not have an account yet. I have closed my earlier one before moving from Lucknow and am now trying to set-up one here. That's the reason I have applied for an account.

"Will you take cash?"

"Ma'm, to open an account with cash you have to go to one of our branches."

After waiting for 12 days, you are extremely irritated, but then there was a miscommunication. So, you have to live with it. Fine I'd go to the branch, with the only regret being that I should have known this earlier had the agent come "within two business days" and could have gotten an account earlier.

Anyway, I rush out of the office, go to the branch. But no! Even there they won't take cash. What is that supposed to mean? I do not have another account. I want an account, that's why I am here and applying…

"Sorry, Ma'm. Does your company have a salary account agreement with us?"

"No!"

"Are you married?"

"No!"

"Does your father or brother have an account in some bank?"

"They do have it, but they are not here. Take this cheque from my company."

"Sorry Ma'm."

"So, I need to have another account before I can open one at ICICI Bank."

"Yes"

"Great!"

I throw their application in a dustbin and walk out. Do not know whether to laugh or to feel irritated. Banks (any business, for that matter) would love to have competitors like that, don't you think so? They are doing the business for their competitors.

Darn! I am seriously tempted to go banking "old-fashioned way" and get an account with a nationalized bank. Truly amazing.

A friend gave the right analogy: You must eat Tiger Biscuits before eating Parle Biscuits. Else, we won't sell you the Parle Biscuits at all!!

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The houses they make, The houses they show…

Posted by Jaya on April 18, 2006

Try searching a good 1 BHK (1 bedroom, hall and kitchen for the uninitiated) house in and around Indiranagar area in Bangalore and you’d know what I am saying here. Okay, I must confess, I had put in some stringent requirements. I wasn’t satisfied with a house in which I can live; I wanted a house in which I would want to live. No, that does not mean I was out there to rent a Bungalow. I only wanted house to be well-designed, with room, hall and kitchen placed in sensible positions, good ventilation and light and I wanted it to be an independent one. Having seen the houses and their rents, I can say with certainty that it was not too much to demand for the kind of budget I had set. But listen to some of the horror stories of the house-hunting exercises with respect to house designs, agents, previous occupants etc.

  1. In one of the houses, the bedroom had a cupboard, the hall had a cupboard, the kitchen had shelves and shelves and cupboards. I wish they had spared the cupboard in the hall and instead made a door to the bathroom from there. Why, you ask? Because that would have put a door to the bathroom through the hall, a sensible thing to do. After putting a huge cupboard on the wall joining the bathroom and the hall, the door to the bathroom opened in the kitchen. Yeah, so you open the door to the kitchen, then open the door to the bathroom and that was the only way to enter it!! Somehow, the affinity of the bathroom and the kitchen was quite prevalent. Saw, this another quite spacious house, where a spacious bedroom had an attached bathroom (it only had a shower). For the main one, you had to pass through the kitchen. And it did not end there. The house-rent was slightly high because it had space outside the main premises where you could get your clothes and utensils washed. Problem, you ask? The way to that space was through the main bathroom and you would have to carry the utensils right over the commode!! Whatever was the harm in putting the commode in bathroom attached to the bedroom and let this one be used for shower. It would be far more acceptable to anyone, I think. Then, there was another one in which the bathroom door could have easily been put in the hall, but instead it opened in the kitchen. And with no basin other than that in the kitchen, which was placed right at the bathroom’s entrance, I think bathroom and kitchen work were supposed to share the wash-basin!! There was one more, but I forget the details.
  2. It’s hell of an embarrassment to make the agents understand that you do not want a landlord or dozens of families right over your head for your safety, that you want an independent house. “A single lady looking for a house for herself” – Ah! It just can’t be an independent house. The landlord’s kitchen must be there next to your entrance to let them keep watching your routine and your visitors… Aaaaaaaaa! That’s precisely what I felt like doing. Pull out somebody’s hair (not mine) before making them understand.
  3. The biggest lesson I have learnt – If you have found a house you like, then just do not wait to see any more. If it’s a good house in a good location, it would be gone before your agent knows it. That’s what happened to me with one house which was an independent one in an apartment, nice finish, good ventilation, spacious, rent higher than that in the usual ones, but something I was ready to pay, etc. etc. But it was on the 3rd (or 4th? I do not remember) floor with no lift in the apartment. I did decide to get it, but took sometime in the decision, because I was expecting to see another house which was supposed to be good, for which the rent was the same, and it was on a lower floor. This other house turned out to be a disappointment and by the time I called up the agent to fix up that one, it had already been “settled”. :( And the house-hunting never seemed to come even close to halt after that!!
  4. There was another house I found at a convenient location and was told that it was to be vacated in 10 days. When I went to fix it up I was told that on that day only the occupant will leave for the other city he had to go to. He’ll take at least one week more before taking his luggage (and I can not move in till he does that). But that too only if he finds a house in that new city by then. Otherwise add another 15 days to it. That’d make it one month from the day I went to “settle” it. With some other horror stories I had heard, it was foolish to bet on something one month away. Gave up.
  5. There was yet another house with which I was impressed. Well made, very spacious (too much for single person even with the amount of stuff I have with me) and rent, though slightly higher than my budget, too low for the kind of space it had. Was wondering what was happening. Then while coming out I noticed something I had not noticed while getting in. A bad, bad stench. And there was a a big naala (stream carrying sewage water) right next to the house…
  6. The description will not be complete without the mention of this “house”. This agent was giving me a description, “Its one big bedroom, kitchen and bathroom, good house, on the ground floor…” But he appeared very doubtful and said, “You see and then decide”. We reached a place where an apartment was being built. I was happy. From my experience till then, I had known that the houses in the independent apartments are far better designed than those made my landlords over (or under) their own houses.But then ground floor was parking. The agent procured a key and opened a room in the middle of the parking space. Inside it was breath-capturing. You do not find such fittings and fixtured in India. Kitchen was also furnised with a gas-stove. Design of everything was perfect. Only problem? You open your door and you feel like you are a traffic police person with all the vehicles coming in and going out from around you. A terribly posh servant quarter is what it can be called you know :-D

Anyway, I found the solution was moving away from the area I was initially looking the house in. I have finally gotten a good house; so please do not pour in suggestion. You can see the category in which the post has been put up (”Time Pass”). So, do not consider it a serious guide for your house-hunting. The author takes no responsibility of any physical, mental, psychological or philosophical damage coming out of this description.

P.S. All the characters, incidents and places in the above description are fictitious and any resemblance to anyone alive or dead is purely coincidental. ;-)

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Wisdom and Opinion

Posted by Jaya on April 15, 2006

Just because there are lots of opinions around, it does not mean there is lot of wisdom in the world.

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Reservation is your insult!!

Posted by Jaya on April 11, 2006

Posted a rather long comment on http://iitkaa.blogspot.com/2006/04/friends-there-is-likelihood-of-govt.html. It can very well make a post here. But since it was posted in context of the comments there, and I am not able to spend time on rewriting it, I’d request the readers to first go through the comments written there.

I do not know where all these statistics about so much of population coming from such and such caste is coming from!! I wish somebody would throw some light on that too, before making it a point of argument. Here is a much better researched piece which also brings out some of the questions that need to be answered before making these definitive statistics:

The 2001 census provides data by variables like age, sex, religion, marital status, educational status and disability. But as far as caste goes it only tracks SCs and STs.

From http://youthcurry.blogspot.com/2006/04/caste-vs-class.html

(I would request you to read the complete article to get the perspective.)

Next, even if all these population related data is true, by itself it does not justify the quota system… On what all bases shall we continue giving quotas? Why only caste, let there be gender (Even with a skewed sex ratio in the general population, we have a severe under representation of females in these institutes, don’t we?), region (Why should an IITK be full of UPites and Biharis and IITM of Tamils and Kannads? Why should there be so many from Andhra and Bengal in post graduate programmes?) etc. etc.

Yes, let’s have a nXn matrix of all the possible ways our population can be divided and then assign quotas. That’d be the only thing that’ll make sense in this straight “percentage of population” argument.

What I am doing here is not supporting any proposition of this kind, but simply trying to point out how ridiculous this argument in favour of reservation is.

Let us look at some of the other aspects now

  • The upliftment: Enough has been said about it. Yes, I belong to a place where I have seen that caste comes in the way of development of people. But you know at what level it is? It’s in the village schools, where the lower caste kids are treated so badly and ridiculed so much, that they drop out despite their unwillingness to do so. What good is a quota in IITs and IIMs to solve this uplifement problem?
  • Atrocities of Past: Fine, here I belong to a Brahmin Family. Long ago my ancestors may have been responsible for all kinds of atrocities on the lower caste. But how does it justify the situation today that a so called lower caste person, whose dad works in some really high position in a high profile government department in the capital city of India, who has a lot of clout due to his money and position be given preference over me even unless (s)he has a higher merit than me…
  • If you belong to one of these “disadvantaged” castes and are demanding reservation, I can only pity you for your attitude. You are coming and saying yourself that you are incapable of competing. This is ridiculous. I personally do not believe, and my experiences in life supports this belief, that people from any caste display a superior or inferior level of talent simply due to belonging to a class. But you yourself are trying to prove this to me… Look here, I am incapable… Wow!! That’s some self-respect I’d say. And yes – if today someone comes up with a scheme for reservation for girls for 50% (or let’s make it 47% in the ratio of population), I’d be the first one to object since I would consider it an insult. I need reservation only if I do not have personal merit.
The percentage of population argument is, thus, a total bullshit. The only argument that can ever favour a reservation is when the opportunities are not equal. And a reservation in IITs and IIMs based on caste just does not take the opportunities to those really in need. A 12th pass student from a village or a small town, who does not know how to prepare for JEE, is not even sure what it means or is not aware of even its existence is not going to benefit from this reservation. He/she can not afford the JEE coachings and tutions that their counterparts in bigger cities, with high earning parents can afford. And guess what, even if he/she is from a higher caste, it hardly helps the situation. He/she needs money!! So, the sons-and-daughters-of-the-well-to-do-downtrodden-families will get everything, leaving nothing for the real downtroddens, which may or may not belong to the “disadvantaged” caste.

So much for the argument side.

Problem is that all the intellectual, factual, reasonable justifications are not going to move our politicians. As somebody rightly pointed out, what incentives do they have to listen to this, when they are getting votes (we know enough; so we do not to talk of conscience)?

There are only two ways -

  1. Either you create an agitation which is as unreasonable as the motion itself, but this is a disruptive idea and may still not work, if politicians are sure that their vote bank stays.
  2. Or a more reasonable idea would be to mobilize precisely those who are the intended “beneficiaries” of this reservation and make them see the implied insult to their merit and abilities in this whole drama of reservation. Tougher, but in case we are able to do it, it might as well set a precedent for fighting the unreasonable precedents set by the politicians. Come on people; get rid of these pathetic vote-bank tricks. Do not let yourself be treated as numbers in their vote-banks. Be the individuals you are and say you can achieve it with your merit.

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Banaras: Go watch it!!

Posted by Jaya on April 10, 2006

I feel really sorry for you, if you get swayed only by the headlines and act accordingly. I can see that it is for people like you that media persons work so hard on making strong and sensational headlines :-D

Okay, so the point is this. There are certain movies which are intended to be comic, and they make you laugh. Those are the good ones. There are certain movies which are intended to be comic, but fail to make you laugh. Those are the bad ones. There are certain movies which are supposed to be serious, and they convey their point. Those are the good ones. There are certain movies which are supposed to be serious, but turn out to be superficial or off the track. Those are the bad ones. There are certain movies that are supposed to be profound and they are indeed so. May not be understood by the masses, but a certain intellectual section appreciates them. Those are the good ones. There are certain movies that are supposed to be profound, but they fail to live upto the expectations and drift into the cliches. Those bore you and those are the bad ones. Then there are movies, which are supposed to be profound and the only thing you can do is to laugh through the three hours. Those are called “Banaras”…

Got the point? No? Go watch Banaras. You will find this piece more comprehensible. Gee, are these the footpaths of B’lore or the unexpectedly hot weather that I have suddenly become the critic of all the movies I am seeing :-D

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A study comparing India and China

Posted by Jaya on April 10, 2006

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